For Wesley,

Well, baby boy, you are almost here.  Only 7 weeks left! As I write, you are quiet and still but I know you will be moving about soon.  You're always shifting and stretching.  Mommy loves watching her tummy go in and out.  It isn't always comfy for either of us - you love to kick and push Mommy's bladder and you are already pushing down getting ready to make your arrival.  I know there isn't much room left but soon you will have the whole world to explore!  Your room is almost ready and your brother, Isaiah, is very excited you are coming.  After some confusion, I finally convinced him you are not in everyone's belly - just Mommy's - but he still has those moments where he lifts his shirt and stares at his stomach and I can tell he is still wondering.  His favorite thing to do is kiss my belly and tell you he loves you.  I know the two of you will be close - but I also know you will not always see eye to eye.  It's not easing being the youngest. 

Mommy knows. 

Just remember how excited your big brother was that you were joining the family and that he loves you and his world is better with you in it.  The bond you will share is unique and never, ever lose that.  Daddy is excited too.  He said having two sons makes him feel like a King.  We saw your perfect face on 3D/4D ultrasound a few weeks ago and you look just like him (and your brother of course)!  Daddy is very nervous about you and I making it through these next few weeks happy and healthy.  He gets very angry when Mommy tries to do things around the house and I know if he had it his way, I would sit still and do nothing but eat, drink and sleep.  But, Mommy is a busy bee.  I am making sure everything is perfect for you.  I love staring in your room and picturing you sleeping or playing with your toys.  I love to imagine the places we will go, our kisses and cuddles, whether you will be a social butterfly like your brother and Dad or take things in a little longer like your Mom, whether you will have your Mommy's funny toes or your Daddy's pink lips.  I am so excited to know you.

Mommy, Daddy and Isaiah are not the only one's excited about your arrival, my love.  Your grandparents, aunt and uncles are also very excited for your arrival.  You even have two angels in heaven - Mommy's brother, Tommy and your Great Grandfather, Isaac, that will look after you your whole life.  Do you know how special that makes you?  A few weeks before Mommy found out she was pregnant with you, our family went through a very difficult time.  We lost my brother and your Uncle Tommy.  His middle name was Wesley and that's where you got your name.  You will hear all about your Uncle Tommy your whole life but I want you to know why we chose to name you for him.  Uncle Tommy was older than Mommy by ten years and he was 38 when he died.  Depending on when you read this, that may seem old to you but you will realize it is very young.  He was Detective with the New York City Police Department and was very committed to making sure people were safe - especially little people like you and your brother.  He loved his family very much and was always there for us.  I know, if he were still alive, he would be the first person at the hospital after your were born - just like he was with your brother.  Uncle Tommy wasn't just strong and brave - but he was also funny, inquisitive and very smart.  He loved fast cars, dinosaurs and exploring this big vast earth.  Uncle Tommy was both special and unique - he drove a silver Mustang and would blast his music as loud as he could and go as fast as he could - from Frank Sinatra to Elvis to Tupac.  He never cared what anyone else thought.  He remained completely and uniquely himself.  Your Daddy and I named you for him not just because of how much we loved him but how much we love you.  His name is not meant to define you - it's meant to remind you to always go forward into this world with courage and conviction.  The world is yours and your potential in it is limitless - I want to you to know that - but Mommy and Daddy will believe it for you until you do.  Chase your dreams - and never apologize for who or what you are.  You will make a ton of mistakes.  That's okay.  Just keep learning and growing.  Those who truly love you - will love you no matter what.  No matter what.

Your conception brought light into all of our worlds during a very dark time.  In you - we see the miracle of life, God and purpose.  I am so excited and proud to be your Mommy, Wesley, and I am counting down the days until we meet.  No matter what happens in our lives - always remember the joy and happiness you have brought to this family - even just by watching you move inside of me.  I look forward to seeing your grow from our little baby to a wonderful, beautiful man.  I can't wait to witnessing the choices you make and the the lessons you learn - even when I can no longer control them.  My love for you and your brother is infinite and it goes beyond the highest heights and lowest lows - from your little baby head to your teeny, tiny feet.  I love you, baby.  I will see you soon.

Love,

Mommy